[...] and a Happy New Year !

     You know,  there`s a new year up there, but I still can`t feel it on my own. There`s nothing changing in my life and sometimes I put my self  face to face with the sad reality - my life is completely the same, never changing and never moving up.

     I don`t believe love comes from heaven still it hurts me like hell. Yes, it hurts me like hell and I think I`d rather be stoned than being so fucken sensible to everything ... I hate everything around me when I know it hurts me x(

    But you know, even it hurts, it still hasn`t killed me so ... Wait me soon with a replay to this fucken life :))